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It's been awhile!
Written at Thursday, August 8, 2013 | back to top

Recently moved to another place to stay with room mate, cant post any stuffs as I wanted this blog to be secret.

Well, going to KL before starting my degree life seems like a great idea but I wasn't really enjoyed the trip during that time. They were all seniors and only one who is younger than me. All of them were pretty great and enjoyed a lot. Only me, who had no much fun as they having... No no no.. Not their fault, it's my personal problem, my attitude. I just can't help myself that time; wasn't communicating well with others is my main issue. Sometimes, when I said something that has any mistakes, they would have keep on repeating the mistakes again and again. That makes me feel bad about myself. "Why did I just say that? I could've said something else!". Going to KL, I didn't ask for cash from my parents as I thought my bank account have enough money for me, I was wrong. When I needed money, there was only 50 in my account. Desperately, I had to borrow cash from friends as I got no choice at all. Borrowing money from a friend wasn't seems like a great deal however that time, I really don't want to.
After all the trip, I realised that going to KL is not for a low budget me to go there often. It's really hard for me to imagine people who lives in KL had to bare a high living cost and waste so much time on traffic every single day. It must have been a tough life there..

During the last semester of my foundation studies, the clumsy me, failed to wake up to an exam and had to take supplementary exam. And this, delayed my whole timetable for the first few weeks. I wasn't able to register subjects, get timetable for my lab sessions, last minute rush for the subject registration and didn't get some of the classes with my friends. Doesn't seems awful is it? Well, I'm a little too dependant on my friends as most of the time, I usually ask my friends of my doubts about the particular subject. Without them, I'm totally lost. Now with different classes, my learning motivation dropped a lot; thinking junk and sleeping were all I did during the class.

I have a habit of gossiping, talking about others at another's back. Well, not in the horrible way of gossip, I would say expressing my thoughts and feeling toward a particular person. Most of the time, I won't be talking in front of another person, I would have write it down on my Plurk. I also hid that account from everybody else, but unfortunately, some of them click through my laptop and notice it. They knew that I was writing about them and were not very pleased. But still, they don't take it seriously anyway. Not all the time I will be writing bad stuffs about them, I do write nice stuffs.. occasionally.

This Raya break, my midterm break, I didn't go back my home not because of one but few reasons. However the main reason was the stupid PTPTN loan submission date, it falls on Sunday during the break. If it wasn't on that day, I would be already got back on Friday night. After some discussion by the campus management, they said that we could just submit the form and stuff to the responsible unit. IT WAS TOO LATE. As it is Raya, I bet it would be hard to get a ticket back home, so I wasn't even trying to get one, my bad. Even if I get to buy a ticket on Friday night, I would have consider it too. Paying 100 for the bus transport back and forth just to be at home for a week? I not think that's worth the money. Furthermore, I have to sit in the bus for 8 to 9 hours straight? It's a waste of time and pretty much uncomfortable. If the break was a little longer, I really would want to go back home. I mean, who doesn't miss their home? Everyone does. I could even meet my friends during this break, since it is the only few times where all different campuses giving break at once.

Well, that's it I guess. Pretty much sums up the big ones until now.
Probably won't be updating until my room mate is not around.

P/s: If you read this, please don't tell to anyone other than me. I would be so grateful. Thanks! (:
选择。
Written at Wednesday, January 16, 2013 | back to top

几个礼拜前我看了一部戏,对我来说是一部还蛮难忘的一集。
Supernatural Season 2 Episode 20
“What Is and What Should Never Be"


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让我来讲讲我喜欢的这套连续剧~

Supernatural 其实是在说两个兄,Dean(大哥)和 Sam(小弟),弟驱魔救人,母亲被妖怪害死,Sam 的女朋友也死,父亲也被害死。他们俩每天寻找灵异事件、驱魔、也避开警察,生活不是他们说想要的。

在这一集呢,Dean 被一只会实现梦想的妖怪捉了,被妖怪下了咒语。Dean 醒起来身边跟他睡觉的女人是他在的杂志封面上想要的美女。那个美女还是他的老婆。他觉得他的死了二十多年的母亲也应该活着。他马上赶回他的老家,果然他的母亲还活得好好的。哭笑不得的他抱着他的母亲,而母亲不知什么事就让他先睡在她家。可惜他父亲有心脏病,还是死了。

睡醒后,母亲和老婆在老家,想问 Dean 为什么如此怪异但他说没事。当天也是他母亲的生日,Sam 和他女朋友已结婚,刚从度蜜月赶回来要跟母亲庆祝生日。因为他们两兄弟一起追魔,Dean 很开心看他没事又抱着他。Sam 就奇怪因为他们大概也有好几十年没说话了。

为什么会这样呢?Dean 也很好奇,想知道到底发生了什么事。他看到报纸写着他们说救的人全部没被救过,都死了。Dean 之后发现了原来他最想的梦想就是他们从来没追魔等等的任务而刚好这只妖怪就实现他的梦想。可是后来他觉得怪怪,有继续调查那几妖怪。原来是那只妖怪是特别去捉无辜的人,下魔咒让他们昏迷不醒然后吸他们的血。Dean 想到会现实的方法就是自杀。当他那一把刀要自杀时,他全家都在场劝他不要回到那残酷的世界,叫他留在这他想要的美好生活。有一个稳定的工作,疼你的老婆,成功的弟弟还有在世的母亲。那时Dean 真的很想留下,可是他还是选择了自杀,回到现实。最后Sam 到现场救了Dean 。
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一个很美好的生活,
开心又稳定的工作,
梦想的美女当老婆,
活着的亲人有成就,
死去的家人还活着,


如果是你,你会做出什么选择?

你会选择留下,继续过美好的日子。
就算妖怪吸你的血大概几天你就死了,可是那个魔咒会让你觉得你已经活了好几十年然后是平安的死的。

还是

你会选择自杀,继续过当下的生活。之前你说救过的每一个人都没死,都活到现在,可是你还要继续走那个驱魔救人、逃警察的日子。
*逃警察不是很舒服的日子


请给给留言还是SMS我,让我看看你如何回答我的问题,我很好奇你的选择是什么而为什么。
One busy month.
Written at Friday, December 21, 2012 | back to top

Compared to my first semester, I thought that the decreased credit hours would let me have more free time for the semester; unfortunately I was wrong.
(I finally know how to use this ";" semicolon symbol xD)

I have this subject called Critical Thinking and it basically teach us to (hopefully) think critically. We are required to make a video for this subject and my group did an extremely great job thanks to my awesome leader. Even the lecturer would give us 14.5/15 for it!
Enjoy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYTahz8zG5o

Another weird subject I took is Introduction to Business Management. I thought that engineering does not need to know these but still might be useful for future purposes. Thanks to the same awesome leader, we got praised by the lecturer saying that our slides are pretty good. After that, we were required to sell something as our business project. With two combined presentation group, we formed our brand, Teawork. We are going to sell milk tea around the campus. Shouting weird weird slogan and running here and there to sell our tea, it was one tiring week but it's totally worth it! From the friends that I barely know to a friend that I suddenly became very close. This subject gave me the chance to get to know more people, get closer to them ^^ 
My awesome team!


上了大學才知道。
Written at Friday, November 16, 2012 | back to top

在Facebook看到这篇文章,写得太好了
http://www.facebook.com/notes/fa-ben-lu/不錯文章上了大學才知道/153842677984573

02.上了大學才知道,從來不要和別人爭論什麼,因為那是沒有結果的,無論誰對誰錯。

06.上了大學才知道,原來中學老師教的是那麼好,那麼負責任。

07.上了大學才知道,很多時候自己遇到不開心事,千萬不要渴望別人同情,大多數人會採取冷漠回敬的。那樣會更讓人家看不起。

08.上了大學才知道,生活是有很多不公平的,你一定要正視,相信實力和群眾的眼睛。

12.上了大學才知道,錢用的是那麼快,用錢的地方是那麼多。

13.上了大學才知道,從現在開始應該把握每一個你能把握的人,放棄你留不住的人,不要因為想留住個別人而失去一群人

15.上了大學才知道,不要心情不好的時候對周圍人發脾氣,渴望他們諒解你,人家不是你的父母,現在你可以明白父母對自己多麼重要。

16.上了大學才知道,即便有人對情感看的無所謂,你一定要堅信,人之間的感情,有可能會令所有東西無法超越的,但記住,只是有可能。

17.上了大學才知道,會遇到許多自己看不慣的人或事,但那與你無關,別人愛咋整隨他便,別生不該生的氣,不值。 我該學習。

18.上了大學才知道,許多曾經的人會變的讓你認不出,但請留住回憶。

19.上了大學才知道,會遇到很多誘惑,無論別人怎麼樣,你是你,你有你的原則和底限。

21.上了大學才知道,很多人無法理解男女之間的朋友關係,在一起就一定是戀人,不是戀人就一定不能在一起。

22.上了大學才知道,學習要刻苦,因為憑聰明就能應付大學科目的人是鳳毛麟角。

23.上了大學才知道,原來時間一空閒下來是那麼無聊,絲毫沒有中學的充實的感覺。

24.上了大學才知道,太在乎別人了往往會傷害自己。

26.上了大學才知道,可以不把所有人當朋友,但千萬不能把一個人當敵人,至少可以當同學。

29.上了大學才知道,原來上課,吃飯,上自習常常得自己一個人

31.上了大學才知道,每個人都是帶有"地方特色"的。

32.上了大學才知道,別人請客吃飯或著自己請別人吃飯都是很平常的,甚至請一個不怎麼熟的人都是有可能的。
Blood type O.
Written at Thursday, November 8, 2012 | back to top

There is a blood donation campaign in my school for 3 days
I have been wondering should I or shouldn't I donate blood and make some good deeds?
On the last day of the campaign, I decided to donate blood.
I wanted to donate blood mainly on two reasons, I want to confirm my blood type and donate blood for those who need them.


---Long post alert, read at your own risk--- LOL


My friend and I went to the registration booth and started filling some details. Then we move on to the next booth to check our blood type. They used a some sort of small needle and quickly poke into my finger. It's like a bite from an ant but it wasn't that pain. They collected my blood and do a simple test on my blood using chemical solution which I think is antigen A and B (I studied Biology before). The test turned out to be O-type blood. I was pretty happy when I found out my blood type is O because I could donate more blood as O-type blood can donate to either A, B, AB or O blood group. Blood pressure was being measured later on. On the next booth is collecting the blood bag, they gave us a bag of stuffs include blood bag and few small test tubes. I guess that is for examining blood.

After waiting for like 10 minutes to get to our turn to donate blood. The nurse asked me to sit on the lift chair and I was pretty nervous that time because it was my first time donating blood. Another nurse came, cleansed my arm and injecting some sort of I-don't-know-what into my vein, I only felt a little pinch on that. However, he then bring another needle to collect blood. THE NEEDLE WAS FREAKING HUGE! When he pierced into my vein, I only felt the same pain I felt just now, just a little pinch and it wasn't as pain as I expected though. They also gave me a tube to grab on to let the blood flow faster. If I hold the tube hard enough, I could feel the blood flow through my vein like water flowing down my arm. It was quite scary as I scare I might just press too hard and ran out of blood.

As soon as the bag was about to full, the nurse came and remove the needle. I was asked to lie down for few minutes to let the blood pump through my body. When I was OK to be got out of the chair, I went to the place where they provide the so-called "refreshments" for the donors. Although it was just a small cup of Milo, I finished drinking it then go to my friend's side and talk to him. While talking to him, I felt nausea and wanting to puke. Few moments later I decided to go to the toilet to puke. On my way walking to there, I was fainting. As I walked towards the toilet, I hit a pole and keep on walking. My eyes suddenly got these tiny black dots that starts to expands really quick and I was blacking out. I knocked into a vending machine and fell back. Although I couldn't able to see clearly but I was able to hear what is going on around me. The nurses rushed to me and carried me to the lift chair. They lift my legs up higher than my head to let the blood circulate to my head faster. My eyes was still blurry and couldn't able to speak for that moment. Crowds were circling around me, wanting to see what happened. A nurse is fanning me with a cardboard on my left and another bring a plastic bowl for me to puke.

I was gaining conscious and able to see things clearly. I asked the nurse why I fainted and he said the blood was not flowing fast enough to my brain. My brain is lacking of oxygen so I was fainted. He also said maybe it was my body size was small. I was given a rest for minutes and asked a lot of times, "OK?", "Feeling better now?", "OK already?". I was allowed to get off the lift chair and I take my seat on the side. My friend finished donating blood doesn't feel anything horrible like mine, he ate the bread and 100Plus they gave. He then went to the library to take his bag while I waited him there. I also realised that I puked a little on my shirt, yucks. After a while, we go to attend classes.

It was really an unforgetful experience to have blood donation and fainting in progress. *facepalm
对不起。
Written at Thursday, October 25, 2012 | back to top

对不起。
我要跟我的身体说对不起。
又没把你照顾好,每次只会让你受苦
每次一看看时间到要吃午餐晚餐
我都会想,要不要出去吃…
到后来也没有出去到…
差不多一个礼拜里就会有三四天是没好好吃一顿
我也很不想要这样的
不知道为什么,我就需要人陪我吃
一个人吃就像会死掉酱
宁愿饿死也不肯出去一个人吃
为什么!!我真搞不懂我自己……
我不知道我酱下去会维持多久
这个坏习惯要改!一定要改!: (