Recently moved to another place to stay with room mate, cant post any stuffs as I wanted this blog to be secret.

Well, going to KL before starting my degree life seems like a great idea but I wasn't really enjoyed the trip during that time. They were all seniors and only one who is younger than me. All of them were pretty great and enjoyed a lot. Only me, who had no much fun as they having... No no no.. Not their fault, it's my personal problem, my attitude. I just can't help myself that time; wasn't communicating well with others is my main issue. Sometimes, when I said something that has any mistakes, they would have keep on repeating the mistakes again and again. That makes me feel bad about myself. "Why did I just say that? I could've said something else!". Going to KL, I didn't ask for cash from my parents as I thought my bank account have enough money for me, I was wrong. When I needed money, there was only 50 in my account. Desperately, I had to borrow cash from friends as I got no choice at all. Borrowing money from a friend wasn't seems like a great deal however that time, I really don't want to.
After all the trip, I realised that going to KL is not for a low budget me to go there often. It's really hard for me to imagine people who lives in KL had to bare a high living cost and waste so much time on traffic every single day. It must have been a tough life there..

During the last semester of my foundation studies, the clumsy me, failed to wake up to an exam and had to take supplementary exam. And this, delayed my whole timetable for the first few weeks. I wasn't able to register subjects, get timetable for my lab sessions, last minute rush for the subject registration and didn't get some of the classes with my friends. Doesn't seems awful is it? Well, I'm a little too dependant on my friends as most of the time, I usually ask my friends of my doubts about the particular subject. Without them, I'm totally lost. Now with different classes, my learning motivation dropped a lot; thinking junk and sleeping were all I did during the class.

I have a habit of gossiping, talking about others at another's back. Well, not in the horrible way of gossip, I would say expressing my thoughts and feeling toward a particular person. Most of the time, I won't be talking in front of another person, I would have write it down on my Plurk. I also hid that account from everybody else, but unfortunately, some of them click through my laptop and notice it. They knew that I was writing about them and were not very pleased. But still, they don't take it seriously anyway. Not all the time I will be writing bad stuffs about them, I do write nice stuffs.. occasionally.

This Raya break, my midterm break, I didn't go back my home not because of one but few reasons. However the main reason was the stupid PTPTN loan submission date, it falls on Sunday during the break. If it wasn't on that day, I would be already got back on Friday night. After some discussion by the campus management, they said that we could just submit the form and stuff to the responsible unit. IT WAS TOO LATE. As it is Raya, I bet it would be hard to get a ticket back home, so I wasn't even trying to get one, my bad. Even if I get to buy a ticket on Friday night, I would have consider it too. Paying 100 for the bus transport back and forth just to be at home for a week? I not think that's worth the money. Furthermore, I have to sit in the bus for 8 to 9 hours straight? It's a waste of time and pretty much uncomfortable. If the break was a little longer, I really would want to go back home. I mean, who doesn't miss their home? Everyone does. I could even meet my friends during this break, since it is the only few times where all different campuses giving break at once.

Well, that's it I guess. Pretty much sums up the big ones until now.
Probably won't be updating until my room mate is not around.

P/s: If you read this, please don't tell to anyone other than me. I would be so grateful. Thanks! (:

Recently moved to another place to stay with room mate, cant post any stuffs as I wanted this blog to be secret.

Well, going to KL before starting my degree life seems like a great idea but I wasn't really enjoyed the trip during that time. They were all seniors and only one who is younger than me. All of them were pretty great and enjoyed a lot. Only me, who had no much fun as they having... No no no.. Not their fault, it's my personal problem, my attitude. I just can't help myself that time; wasn't communicating well with others is my main issue. Sometimes, when I said something that has any mistakes, they would have keep on repeating the mistakes again and again. That makes me feel bad about myself. "Why did I just say that? I could've said something else!". Going to KL, I didn't ask for cash from my parents as I thought my bank account have enough money for me, I was wrong. When I needed money, there was only 50 in my account. Desperately, I had to borrow cash from friends as I got no choice at all. Borrowing money from a friend wasn't seems like a great deal however that time, I really don't want to.
After all the trip, I realised that going to KL is not for a low budget me to go there often. It's really hard for me to imagine people who lives in KL had to bare a high living cost and waste so much time on traffic every single day. It must have been a tough life there..

During the last semester of my foundation studies, the clumsy me, failed to wake up to an exam and had to take supplementary exam. And this, delayed my whole timetable for the first few weeks. I wasn't able to register subjects, get timetable for my lab sessions, last minute rush for the subject registration and didn't get some of the classes with my friends. Doesn't seems awful is it? Well, I'm a little too dependant on my friends as most of the time, I usually ask my friends of my doubts about the particular subject. Without them, I'm totally lost. Now with different classes, my learning motivation dropped a lot; thinking junk and sleeping were all I did during the class.

I have a habit of gossiping, talking about others at another's back. Well, not in the horrible way of gossip, I would say expressing my thoughts and feeling toward a particular person. Most of the time, I won't be talking in front of another person, I would have write it down on my Plurk. I also hid that account from everybody else, but unfortunately, some of them click through my laptop and notice it. They knew that I was writing about them and were not very pleased. But still, they don't take it seriously anyway. Not all the time I will be writing bad stuffs about them, I do write nice stuffs.. occasionally.

This Raya break, my midterm break, I didn't go back my home not because of one but few reasons. However the main reason was the stupid PTPTN loan submission date, it falls on Sunday during the break. If it wasn't on that day, I would be already got back on Friday night. After some discussion by the campus management, they said that we could just submit the form and stuff to the responsible unit. IT WAS TOO LATE. As it is Raya, I bet it would be hard to get a ticket back home, so I wasn't even trying to get one, my bad. Even if I get to buy a ticket on Friday night, I would have consider it too. Paying 100 for the bus transport back and forth just to be at home for a week? I not think that's worth the money. Furthermore, I have to sit in the bus for 8 to 9 hours straight? It's a waste of time and pretty much uncomfortable. If the break was a little longer, I really would want to go back home. I mean, who doesn't miss their home? Everyone does. I could even meet my friends during this break, since it is the only few times where all different campuses giving break at once.

Well, that's it I guess. Pretty much sums up the big ones until now.
Probably won't be updating until my room mate is not around.

P/s: If you read this, please don't tell to anyone other than me. I would be so grateful. Thanks! (: